Me and my thoughts….

I haven’t been posting in a while. Ive been busy immersing myself into my job. My job is alot to handle and I often wonder if this is really what God wants me to do with my life. All my life I’ve wanted to know what was my purpose and I dont think I’ve heard from Him yet.

I have always been the one who always wanted a family and really did not want a true career. I wanted a family thats what I always craved and desired. I believed that God was going to heal me and we would have this miracle baby that would redeem us from all the suffering that weve endured. But that was not to be…

What used to be one of my favorite scriptures “Is nothing to hard for God?” Is a stone wrapped around my neck. I have to answer yes it was…. It was too hard for him to alow us a family. Its smacks me in the face that we weren’t good enough. I can say it, others cant. Everyone acts like everything is fine. How can I get through this???


Zzzquil Sleep Aid Try It!

Hi World

I was given the opportunity to try ZzzQuil Sleep Aid for free in order to review for Influenster.

 I really liked the sleep aid. It caused me to at least go back to sleep faster after waking up several times during the night. And at first I felt drowsy in the morning but that subsided after a couple of days use. 

I guess my body was used to it. I think its great for occasion use but not for every night. I only can say is try it for yourself and see how you like it. 

Happy Anniversary!!!!

This year my hubby and I celebrated 19 years of marriage, 29 years together. Thats a testimony in itself. Its not been a easy road but its been a good road. We have been through soo much and now we are in a good place.

We were able to take a vacation with some good friends of ours to celebrate. We went to thr beach and relaxed in a condo for a week.  My hair heald up well and I ended up washing it and wearing it in its natural state. Using 

L’Oreal Paris Advanced Haircare Extraordinary Oil Nourishing Shampoo and Conditioner. 

It made my hair really soft and it smelled great. I also had to use a hair butter and gell to complete my wash n go. It turned out ok. Not great but ok. We ended up going to Myrtle Beach. I haven’t been since I was a teenager. We had fun. God was so good to us during that trip. We are learning more about each other even after all these years..

Maybelline Fit Me Try It!

I was recently selected to try out the Maybelline Fit Me Foundation. I do not use foundation, Its not something I’ve grown up using. I have always prided my self on having healthy skin and I never needed to use foundation or powder until I reached my 40’s . Since I had my surgery my skin has changed and not for the better. I have noticed more fine lines and discoloration, more flesh moles and the like. So I find myself faced with needing to find a foundation. My skin tone is darker than most but I have undertones of yellow and orange, not red and pink, which makes finding the right foundation a chore. Well Maybelline Fit Me came into my life at the right time.

I am using the Fit Me #360 Mocha.It has evened out my skin tone and if I put it on light enough, I cant even feel it on my face!  I use it in conjunction with a light mineral powder and it works beautifully. Ive received complement after complement on my skin and how nice I look. I don’t wear it every day but I do use it at least 3 days out of the week. Its a keeper and I am pleased with it. So if you haven’t tried it, please do! Disclaimer: I received Maybelline Fit Me complimentary for testing purposes. I will publish a picture soon!!

Hello World!!!

This is my first blog post ever…

I’m 43 and a Black Endometriosis survivor. I’m a Christian and I’m married. Ive been married for almost 20 years. I want this blog to be cathartic for me and also an expression of my love of nails art, my free samples reviews and makeup. I also have a love of coloring and technology and photograhpy.